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2015 next year is my stepping stone and I want to get better and better. I'm very close on getting my first job which could happen in Febuary, my project Aqua Lizard has been put forward and is in ready condition to become a Manga seres, everything is shapingup and I just want to cocentrate on my future. 2015 to me is going to be memorable because so many events inovling my family is going to happen.
I want my life to be worth it and I am lucky enough to have a fantastic family who love me and care for me and never give in supporting me, nor do I myself want to give up, I'm a grown young man who's about to face reality.
This means that I will still do commisions for all of you but I'm just going to take my time. Please understand this because I really want my life to blossom and one day become a father once I get my first girlfriend.
I may have speech issues from a rare condition but that never puts me down in achieving my goals. I have a doggid attitude with sheer determination and I'm willing to improve myself further more.
I want my life to be worth it and I am lucky enough to have a fantastic family who love me and care for me and never give in supporting me, nor do I myself want to give up, I'm a grown young man who's about to face reality.
This means that I will still do commisions for all of you but I'm just going to take my time. Please understand this because I really want my life to blossom and one day become a father once I get my first girlfriend.
I may have speech issues from a rare condition but that never puts me down in achieving my goals. I have a doggid attitude with sheer determination and I'm willing to improve myself further more.
I Feel I Don't Belong In The Internet Anymore
I'm starting to question myself on my anxiety problems, considering the fact that it's worsening week by week, I feel like nobody wants to talk to me on social media, I'm always alone, I feel neglected, I feel...broken, I don't know what to do. I feel like "demand" is in my mind, there's always pressure just constantly hitting me. Maybe I should leave every single website and just disappear as an afterthought.
Goodbye (For Now)
I admittedly say that I'm not in a healthy state mentally, I feel what is needed is to have complete time off over the internet and recover. I will do commissions to sort out but as of right now I feel I need time forr myself and just leave for a while. For now, it's goodbye. I'm not leaving but I'm doing what I fel is the right thing.
Thank You
Thank you :iconFlare-Fox-34: for helping me get to my senses :). If it wasn't for you I wouldn't have stayed ^^
I'm Done
I just cannot take much more of this. I don't know why I still bother being here, I'm really dejected and I feel helpless, like there is nobody who'd talk to me, keep me company, does anybody care about me no matter what I do? I work my ass off doing artworks and such, and that's all I do, but I don't have enough appreciation of my art, all I get is "Nice" or "Great" and many other ridiculous 1 worded posts. I'm not after attention but I feel insulted.
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Nicely said! I'll upload your commission as soon as possible, just waiting to use my scanner again. ^^